melle_chantilly

If I may moan a bit, I'm very shitty lately. I still can't walk, can't use my arms to do anything, and being confined home has done a number on my back, so the lumbago is back with a vengeance. I'm in a lot of pain and I am at the point where I am starting to think this is my life now. My shoulders have been gone for over a year now and my leg is following the exact same path, and things go slowly worse. It's hard to distract myself from the pain when I can't keep myself busy, since I can't do anything but listen to music. Watching stuff is becoming a problem because my back won't let me sit or lie down for long (sleeping is getting tough too). So, yeah. Sorry, it's probably not nice to read.

I'm looking for solutions and I have a shitload of doctors and checkups to do but in the past years none of them have been able to help me, diagnose this for sure or even just help me deal with the pain. Not giving up but it's looking pretty bleak to me rn.

Music

Anyway, I woke up and listened to Raime, a bit of Totakeke and then, once Math woke up, we played Vrittis' mixtape. It was epic! Fun and a bit cheesy (FFVI songs Bohemian Rhapsody style, I mean!), so perfect to start the weekend.

The listened to Cygnets, Jimmy Somerville, Miss Kittin & The Hacker's first album and some Klinik early stuff. Got lovely feedback already on the two mixtapes I just made, so that was great. It's rewarding to realize I'm really able to convey what I intend to with music playlists (to some people, of course! Can't work every time).

"The Klinik - Lies" (Watch on YouTube)

Food

Had absinthe, and it didn't destroy my face or flush me to death (which alcohol usually does, even in ridiculously small amount thanks to my rosacea), so yay!

Watching

We watched Parks & Rec (uh-oh, Math isn't really interested in other shows anymore! Lol). First episodes with Jean-Ralphio and with The Accountant. :D

Reading

I tried but I faceplanted listening to Steeltongued. Oh, Hecq.