Tuesday/Things I consumed: much music, The Good Wife

Music

I'm still very depressed so I'm focusing on music that helps my spirits. I don't enjoy happy stuff as a general rule (haha, that sounds wrong), and it's quite exacerbated when I'm depressed. I very rarely feel like watching comedies for example (exception made of Parks & Rec, which isn't “just” a comedy to me, but mostly a show about people caring for each other, while being different and not necessarily “good people”). Comedies and happy music tend to make me feel even more miserable when I'm depressed because they just fail to elicit any feeling in me.

That's why I prefer what I'd call introspective music, which can be bittersweet. I can relate to it and feel it fill my emptiness with emotions. I usually stay away from the overly emotional or angsty, because again, it can trigger this alien feeling in me. So, mild and introspective (that's of course immensely subjective).

Here's yesterday's carefully curated playlist:

mind.in.a.box – Memories

Iris – Radiant

Mend – Vanishing Point

Ad-ver-sary – Bone Music

Cygnets – Isolator

V▲LH▲LL – Leaning On Shadows

mind.in.a.box – Lost Alone

M‡ЯC▲LL▲ – The Stone And The Heart

"Iris - Phenom" (Watch on YouTube)

Watching

We watched The Good Wife: (spoilerish) no big surprises there, in my opinion, but I enjoyed seeing more Diane. Not sure about her small subplot. I felt I had seen it before, meh (did I mention I was a grouch lately?)